Is it just me, or is everything suddenly getting a little bit intense on planet earth.
I'm not sure whether to build a career or a bomb shelter.
I want to travel, go to school, educate myself, create and sell art.
But at the same time, are those skills going to help me plant a garden, grow food, or build a home in the country.
I am two persons, conflicted.
I am four persons battling: me, my heart, God, and my partner.
I was thinking the exact same thing not too long ago:
ReplyDeleteOne day I was sure I wanted to go to med school and become a bio-electrical engineer. The next day I said to myself, oh no, I should just keep working on my music production. The day after that I thought I should start selling stocks to make a whole bunch of money.
Earlier in my life I was also so sure what I wanted to do. But I think that, if I can harness some happiness and peaceful creativity to wherever I am, I will flow like a spout toward what my true self really desires, so that I can eventually unshackle the bond entirely.
So I think maybe, instead of focusing on what I should do, I should rather focus on how I do it. And there are plenty of things to do all around me right now without me having to think about it. (like taking out the trash), hahaha
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So I'm not the only one
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