Yoga Girl East West - The Movie

Yoga Girl East West the feature documentary is close to completion. View the trailer on Youtube! 

 

After four years of filming, the film is moving into post production; editing, music, sound, vfx and color correction are all part of the key steps to finalizing the film for marketing and release.

    It's time to get the film out of the can and into people's hearts.


The Story

After four years of travelling across North America and into the Philippines 
documenting her own personal journey in search of truth , Clarity interviews shamans, yogi's, earth keepers and enlightened beings. At a time when planet earth needs it most, this documentary shares the messages these elders have for us at this time.

                                                          How can you help?

We intend to complete the film this 2012 and it will only be possible through your support.

 
We have a business plan complete with projections for the film, available for you to view.

We are open to all forms of investment and contribution. It can be whatever you want it to be.



Check out the trailer:

claritycreativeco@gmail.com or FB or 604-710-6113

xox
Clarity

Giving back

I decided today that because there are so many things I need, that I'm going to give back.
I have been waking up the past few mornings kind of overwhelmed with how I will get this film done,
move to community, feed myself, clothe myself, etc. Life. Right?
Asking for help feels like pulling teeth, it's painful, I don't want to do it.
I have bills, that is just a fact. How will I pay them? That is the question.

So I decided today, since I was so overwhelmed with what I needed for myself I would just give instead.
Without anyone asking me.

So I came over to my aunt's house this afternoon and I gave her a crystal healing. She was very grateful. I went deep into the energy flow, the heart energy is always then when I am willing to stop and take a step back from "the routine". Life is an amazing thing, every single day. But when we are in the trap of survival, it doesn't feel exciting everyday. All it takes to shift that energy is the willingness to stop, take a breath and become present. Just the willingness. It's always just waiting there for us.

I have one week until I am leaving and I will offer myself to do God's healing work for someone who needs it everyday this week. I have so many things to do but I feel tired of making things happen for myself. I am offering myself in service now and then it will give me the faith that God will also help me. Kat is booked for Monday, today I did my first one for the week. We will see what happens for me when I ask, how may I serve you, rather than, I need. The balance is needed, the giving and the receiving, but I figure if both are lacking right now, I will start with the giving.

Coming clean

I'm going to be really honest. It has been an absolute shit storm of tests and tribulations the last
10 days approximately. These sun flares and mercury retrograde, have reaked all kinds of physical, material and emotional habit in my life.

It seems like past week all kinds of old struggles and beliefs were really presenting themselves in a very, very strong way. Like this old belief I have of being in survival mode. So many times as I kid I felt a lack, like I never had enough. So it left me always feeling like I needed something. It really came in strong last week and not having enough was incredibly painful, I totally went into this cloud where I couldn't even see what was happening. I was just in that survival mode. I feel like that is a very old belief system from my parent's parents and that paradigm is no longer valid. I am thriving, not surviving. I feel that with the sun flares and all this other shit going on in the universe, this is a kind of cleansing that is happening. Suffering can be my greatest salvation if I learn from it.
I am complete today with Vancouver and the city. I completed my business course and wrote a 20 page business plan which I presented to my biz course yesterday. I came back to Vancouver because I had some unfinished business and I felt like I needed more skills to be successful at what I do. It's been almost 8 months since I left the Philippines, in that time I went to the Art Institute for 1 semester and completed a business course. I would say that I'm pretty happy with what I've done. It was one of the hardest and most intense winter's of my life that's for sure. I thought 2011 was full of growth. 2012 is a big freakin year. So much has transpired for me since January it's actually insane.

Today I decided to take a day out and just rest. A great sage, Lahiri Mahasaya said that one day a month we should take an entire day to just rest. The Western world doesn't seem to really do this until they get sick. It's like we actually make ourselves sick just so we can rest. Better to do it consciously. Today, I ate cookies (gluten free), I walked around, I watched Youtube movies and I had a nap. It was surprisingly difficult to let myself do nothing. I felt guilt because the sun was out and I was lying on the couch eating superfoods by the handfulls and surfing the nest. I was feeling this heaviness and finally I decided to go for a walk. Well, these days it's not even deciding, it's like I hear the voice of my guides and I choose to listen or I choose what I want. Usually what they want for me is way better. I went for my walk and I started to cry as I walked. I realized again, that I had been surpressing myself by being too busy with life. Too busy doing. That's what I needed, a break from doing so I could be present and go back to my heart. Life can be so precious and beautiful but we need to take the time out to feel that.

I got so much joy today just from looking at the cherry blossoms that are sprouting. It reminded me that we are almost over this long, dark, inward time. The days are getting longer and the sun came through the clouds today, the air even felt warm for a bit. We have crossed the dark point and we are headed somewhere lighter. We must be prepared inwardly for what is close to come.

For those of you who don't know. I am leaving Vancouver again soon. I am moving out to the countryside of Oregon to live and serve within an intentional community. I am uncertain how long my journey in life will have me there, but for now, that will be my home. I am very happy and feel that a life long desire is finally being answered. It will hold it's challenges I'm sure, but I will be in an environment that is supportive to my growth process. We are all doing the best we can and I feel like my biggest blessing lately is the ability to forgive. To ask forgiveness from my father when I do things wrong, to forgive my brothers and sisters and most sacred, forgive my beautiful soul self.

I know now that everything is ok. It's ok, it's ok. All I need to do is slow down and feel that.

I love you my brothers and sisters

C

I feel like I have been in a body cast for 15 years. Paralyzed by life.
The cast is off. I am a bit intimidated, vulnerable, a little weak.
But I'm healthy and I'm free.
The potential is there now. I am open and I am ready.
I'm building my muscles, one by one.
I will be stronger than I was before because I've been broken and now I'm healed.
My wings are starting to come in ... and soon they will expand.
I wonder what will come next.
It's interresting that as soon as I really feel ready, strong, God calls me to community.
I wonder what he has in store.
I'm sure it will be good.

computer

staring too many hours into the compuder hurts my eyes.
When I have no friends around I go on Facebook.
when It's too quiet I go to Itunes.
I wonder what I would do without you, compuder.
Are you becoming my closest friend
compuder
how come you don't give me love
My eyes hurt
time to turn you off
and sit in the tub
light a candle
and be
quiet

Find someting good to blog about

Today, my stomach is upset. I found out that it wasn’t just me but several other people who got very ill on Wednesday during the sun flares. Most of the people I know experienced some flu like symptoms, including nausea and fever. Something is happening.

Man, full moon and sun flares in one day, my friend called it a shit storm out there, people were going nuts. I'm glad I was sick in bed that day. It's time we all start listening to our bodies. When it says rest, it's best to just take it easy. Nothing is so important that we can't take a break. This too shall pass.

PS. Anyone can now comment on my blogs, noneed to sign in. Please let me know if you also experienced anything unusual this week.

Alot goin on these days

Ok, I have finally come to a point where I realize it's not just me going through a constant array of interesting events. It's everyone.

Yesterday I had a fever for twenty four hours. I woke up this morning and felt fine. I found out that there were major sun flares, it was a full moon and my friend also had a fever.

I keep looking at the clock at the same time 5:55, 11:11 or 9:11.
What does this mean?

I hear guidance a lot lately, for everything. "Don't run, you will be on time", so I walk and the bus is just waiting. "Send this person an e-mail", so I do, and he buys some art. Then there are times I don't listen, I get flustered, I am scared to make the wrong decision so I just do whatever I want, and then I get a stomach ache because I ate something I knew I shouldn't have.

I guess what I'm saying is there's a lot going on these days. In the atmosphere, in the air, in the world. We are all being affected by it.

I want to turn off the daily censor, the voice that is constantly critiquing everything I do. It sucks. It doesn't let me make mistakes or take risks. I want to take more risks and allow myself the room to make mistakes. Kids make mistakes all the time. They don't worry about it when they do. They drag their coat on the ground all the way home without realizing it. When they notice, they pick it up and that's it. It's the guilt and shame that adults carry around. It creates a heaviness, children are light. I want to always stay that way. It was interesting today on the bus, tuning into people's energy. Not someone I recommend. The mind is full of all kinds of crazy shit. I think we are mostly just channeling. Tuning into higher and lower energy sources. It's a powerful tool or a dangerous ally.